Wednesday, November 6

Losing my time

I am losing my time
I am losing my mind
I am losing to this weekly grind
Another day another dollar
Another day choked by this collar
Another day death steps closer
Day by day I waste away inside a concrete prison for the monetary compensation needed to provide a modest living
Day by day I waste away listening to the people around me bitching about the life they were given
Day by day I waste away in the dreams of a paradise full of promise and light
Dismayed, Disconcerted, and disillusioned
I wander aimlessly in the misery of this purgatory
Trained from an early age to be another statistic on the page I find myself furious with how I have been played
Obedience is the key to perpetuating this debauchery of our humanity which has systematically suppressed the individual desires to pursue the fulfillment of our potential
Yet, here I wait for a miracle to set me free
Yet, here I wait for the day I can be me
Yet, here I wait wallowing in self pity
What is the fucking point!?
Why do I keep returning to that joint?!
How can I overcome!?
The era where “knowledge is power” is over, if it ever was. People now have an unquenchable thirst for the almighty dollar.
What is making me fucking sigh?!
Why do I continue to try!?
How come most days I wish to die?!


                The answer is simple: life is not fair. A majority of our human family-most of our people-are viewed as a disposable resource used for labor and entertainment by the select few lucky enough to be born on the throne. This is why I walk around with a growing heaviness in my heart. We all belong to the same species, we all live on the same planet, we all belong to the same universe; however, we cannot care for one another as we care for ourselves. The technology we have enables us to do so. The knowledge we possess informs us that we should. Experiences we have shared showed us what can happen when we do. Tonight I sit silently-in a melancholic state- at the thought of what a tragedy the human story has become. Wrought with so many transgressions against our own brothers and sisters, I am ashamed to call the history of our people my own. We are better, we can do better. I am optimistic for the future, but this will only get you so far. Action is completely necessary in order to change the perceptions of the people in power. One person cannot make a difference; only the collective voice can be heard. May our hearts and minds be filled with compassion for one another….

Sunday, September 1

S.L.C.



S.L.C

Welcome one and all to SLC Utah
A small lake city full of pretty people, and a bunch of sheeple praising their imaginary lord and savior while sitting under the steeple
A beautiful place filled with natural wonders and all four seasons
Contradicted by an oppressive state organized for religious reasons
The futile attempt at suppressing the individualistic expression by this homogenous regime is actually causing an expedient evolution in the people who it has harmed with its transgressions
We the free people of Small Lake City raise a clenched fist in the face of your zealous tyranny
We the free people of Salt Lake City wave our self-awareness proudly in the face of your zealous tyranny
We the free people of Small Lake City raise a clenched fist in the face of your zealous tyranny
Seeds with the potential to bring a future of love and peace have been planted in the soil you have so carefully tended
Thoughts and ideas once hidden in the abyss of our subconscious darkness are being spoken, pondered on, and logically analyzed by those of us whom you have despised
Fear has left our hearts
Truth has enlightened our minds
Leaving ignorance has given us bliss
Welcome to a revolution of learning and expression without violence
Welcome to a revolution of unadulterated exploration and science
Welcome to a revolution raising the awareness of our collective consciousness
We the free people of Small Lake City raise a clenched fist in the face of your zealous tyranny
We the free people of Salt Lake City wave our self-awareness proudly in the face of your zealous tyranny
We the free people of Small Lake City raise a clenched fist in the face of your zealous tyranny

Love and peace everyone

Wednesday, May 8

Oh how the world keeps on turning

Genetically modified organisms detrimental to the natural development of a healthy person are advertised to be a fundamental of our daily nutritional needs by self-proclaimed institutions of academic wisdom. Government organizations which have lost sight of the principle of service to their fellow people-while in pursuit of economic superiority-gather resources for the enslavement of a majority of the population in order to provide a superior existence for a very finite-shrinking- demographic. Although this can act as a catalyst to stimulate an exponential increase in the speed of evolution within a species, the consequences resulting from this model of human organization are evident in the greenhouse gases, melting ice caps, changing temperatures, extinct and dying species, illness causing organisms that are rapidly evolving to survive the synthesized pharmaceuticals, and the increase in catastrophic weather patterns found throughout the world. Our manipulations of the chemical, biological, and physical properties of this fragile, yet complex ecosystem we call Earth has left a very significant impact on the environment of this planet.
Our unique intelligence, coupled with the precise location in our solar system that created our existence, (a significantly minute statistical probability), allows us to perceive and understand the mathematics and science of reality, of our existence, to such an exact degree that we have the ability to engineer our own fate. Manipulating, interfering with, the natural processes of this world will result in consequences both positive and negative depending on the formula of our equation; products determined by our reagents. Ideas without substance have taken hold of our collective consciousness for too long. The power and influence of money has overridden the factual data science has presented in favor for technological advancements which will enable our cohabitation with the natural world instead of the current state of discord. Religion teaches ignorance is bliss when it is actually the condemnation of your mind and body: the soul. The time has arrived to take responsibility for the inequity of our past; for our failure. Four horsemen ride on the horizon, waiting for us to choose inaction so they may fly down to collect the damned. What shall we choose?

Oh how the world keeps on turning
Oh how the world keeps on burning
Oh how the world keeps on turning
Oh how the world keeps on burning
Black gold spilling over the ground
Blood spilling over white gloves
The blind folded maiden of justice standing on the gallows with a noose around her neck
Townspeople in the square fearfully watch in an unusual anxious excitement as the hangman approaches
Oh how the world keeps on turning
Oh how the world keeps on burning
Oh how the world keeps on turning
Oh how the world keeps on burning
Magicians and Orators performing their cheap tricks distract the masses from the lethal mix
Preachers of protection undermining the ability of every person to be free
Shepherds leading their flock of sheep to be slaughtered by the wolf mother
Scientists experimenting on the rats in their lab
Oh how the world keeps on turning
Oh how the world keeps on burning
Oh how the world keeps on turning
Oh how the world keeps on burning
Earth becomes ash
Water turns into poison
Air becomes toxic
Fire turns into a weapon of destruction
Oh how the world keeps on turning
Oh how the world keeps on burning
Oh how the world keeps on turning
Oh how the world keeps on burning

Wednesday, March 20

Masquerade

A flawed character corrupted by an egocentric, self-indulgent seed which was planted during the developmental stages of her youth was cultivated by the environmental influences of a consumer based philosophy engrained into the society her money driven parents chose to accept. Consequently, no matter how motivated she was to overcome this debilitating quality of her personality, no matter how profound her attachment to him may have ever become, the result of the indoctrination of her youth will always leave an imprint on her soul so deep that the divide between a man of discipline and pure philosophy with a woman so superficial and narcissistic would be at such an insurmountable distance that the knowledge of one another’s true self would always be incomprehensible.  Fear of the unknown would stimulate an aggravation that would undermine any possibility for the two to dance in the ballroom together as one.  The music has stopped, the affluent suitors have taken their place beside her, and he has left her to the tainted devices of the wealthy.  Pain is redemption.  Sorrow is the only savior. The cold touch of solitude that burns also purifies. Significance and meaning can only be found through purpose of self and the expression of the ego; in other words, devotion of your will to others. May misery find her, and break her soul so that she may experience joy in this life.

Hindsight reveals what she was trying to hide
The incredible emptiness inside
An elegantly crafted porcelain face
Concealing the truly grotesque form that causes her so much disgrace
Pretending to be an angel in purgatory
To hide the truth that she is a succubus living in debauchery
Webs of lies she has made spin around her head
Until she is so confused she walks and acts like the walking dead
Awareness
Sickness
Illusion
Indecision

An immaculately constructed charade

Two partners dancing at a masquerade
A vague disturbance in the air
Makes her intentions unclear
He waits patiently for the mask to drop
She waits nervously for the music to stop
Paranoia, Insecurity, Uncertainty, Viciousness, Maliciousness, Narcissism, and Fear
Contradict the nurturing mother; a loving, caring, playful, mindful, and kind person who drew him near
Wandering eyes
Suspicions arise
A broken heart cries
While waiting for their demise

Silence
Tension
Anxious
Apprehension
Words turned
Bridges burned
Callously insulted
Perceptions jolted

The clock strikes midnight
The music goes silent
Solace is brought into this solitude by the beat of a weary heart
Proving the ability to love, and be loved is an eternal truth waiting for us all to play our part

Thursday, February 21

Affirmation of the Self

The last of the infection on my psyche is being cured; with its waning hours the anger, frustrations, and emotional instability is dissipating. Tranquility has entered the soul once again. For too long I have attempted to convince my self that I am normal-equal to everyone else around me- mediocre even, however, this self-deceit has been gnawing at my conscious state of mind.  My potential progress has been stagnated for too long. A psychological obstacle placed by my own hand to prevent the fruition of the essence of my being, and to prevent me from being able to overcome the destructive qualities of the unconscious mind we all inherently possess. I am unorthodox, intelligent, ambitious, strong-willed, creative, clever, loyal, virtuous, loving, just, and wise beyond my years because of the dedication to learning unadulterated knowledge and the eternal truths contained within. It is time to accept the fact that I am better than those around me because I choose to be; an epiphany not of condescension to those around me, but one of personal enlightenment that will only strengthen my ability to expand my horizons, and the horizons of those who are willing to take the same journey.  We have projected all that we are onto deities, ideologies, philosophy, and science: righteous and evil. It is now time that I take the responsibility for my own destiny. I am my hand of fate, and what will occur in this life of mine will consequently be based on my decisions. I am an artist, a writer, a composer, and most of all, a man who is filled with love for the world and all of her creations. Let the new epoch begin.

Monday, December 31

The end of 2012


‎2012 is now at an end. We overcame many obstacles this year, including a Mayan apocalypse. The world is currently at a pivotal point in our cyclical history. Populations are becoming more aware of the tyrannical and fascist natures of their governments as information is more accessible due to the incredible technological advancements of our age. This also means those evil individuals whom wish to usurp the power we hold in our hands in order to serve their ill will are attempting to oppress our innate desire for the expression of our self, the soul.

FAMILY:
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/family
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/FAMILY?s=t
...
We are all part of the family of Homo sapiens. Within our immediate environments we have our own brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, daughters, sons, cousins, aunts, uncles, dear friends, and other loved ones. No matter what religion, race, or ethnicity you are this is true. People yearn for the companionship and compassion of those around them. There is much turmoil in the world right now which prevents a majority of our kind from alleviating themselves from the solitude of a lonely heart. Unfortunately the decisions of our governments, (those whom we have supported as leaders), have chosen poorly, inflicting much harm onto this world and its denizens. Do not let this history of violence, arrogance, and ignorance persuade you that there is no possibility for a new direction of enlightenment and prosperity for all, not one.

On the horizon is a new age full of promise. The world is becoming connected globally. Seeds of corruption in the hearts of men are becoming more visible, and the decay caused by their infamy is being presented to the masses because of our ability to see. Let us uproot the fear, hatred, and ignorance that have prevented the progression of our people toward our potential. When we decide to be idle, to live in apathy and lethargy, we are not only giving up on our own self, but that of our posterity. This world needs us to wake up and open our eyes. Stockpiling weapons and ammunitions to respond violently will only cause unnecessary death. My Sisters, My Brothers, lets us walk through 2013 with love and kindness in our hearts for not just those within our immediate vicinity, but for all those belonging to this family. Let us raise Les Miserables from the hollows of their graves so we may restore our humanity to grace.

With much Love,
Laron R. Lemon.

Tuesday, November 13

A Discussion with the Devil



A DISCUSSION WITH THE DEVIL


A wandering minstrel writing down the observation of the perception given on this dichotomy we have defined as our reality found a place to stand still in awe of the many lines on a single tree.


In a man-made grove at the heart of a city in the western lands, where many find liberty, there began a postulation of the scenery.


At first a simple thought about the beauty contained within the immediate environment; the individual’s mind soon traveled toward the infinite.
  
Many faces were seen throughout the crowd; Men holding their shoulders up so proud; Women well endowed; Youth so intoxicated they stand with their heads bowed; Elderly asking why the music has to be so damn loud.


Yet this wandering minstrel stood gazing incessantly at this simple tree.
As time flowed forth into the river down the minstrel’s spine crawled a shiver.
A hulking mass pointed upward to the sky slowly began to change before the minstrel’s very eye.
On this new object of obsession lines appeared in rapid succession
A moment so intense the minstrel was unsure if endurance would outlast the magnificence.
Frequent breaks from the glory had to be taken to catch a breath or the minstrel would have certainly tasted death.


Once composure was regained a return to the watchers post was sustained.
Harmonies emanated into open ears along frequencies developed over years of dedication to an art distributing vibrating philosophies over many lands and seas.
Where many were there was only one; There was only one where there were many.
A legion in the region of the beehive state believing in the passion found while living in the present people create stimulated the contemplation of the complexity contained inside a constant singularity bound to a genius vision of relativity. 

Awestruck by the grandeur the idea stuck the minstrel before the mighty tree once more.
Amongst thousands of voices chattering the principle of mind over matter began splintering.
Discreetly wandering from the spot of tranquility the broken soul wandered quietly out into the darkness on an unknown journey.
Away from the noise there was no longer any need for poise.
Above the heads of all was glowing a yellow-white crystal ball.
The moon was full; the sky was empty; as thoughts beyond this world landed on a fool.
Over concrete paths tread many times the strings of indoctrination started to unwind.
An idea represented by the bright yellow-white dot was the pursuit of both feet and thought.
Over distances incalculable by our mathematics the minstrel poured over the statistics.
The complexity in the idea this reality has a distinct polarity derived from the simplicity of one eternally recurring singularity is enough to sincerely lead one into the pits of insanity.
Distraught by the profound nature contained within this instant the self was wrought with a torment which had lay dormant inside this informant of the human condition.
 

Darkness Light
Light Darkness
  

Opposition creates the division of the singularity necessary to provide the opportunity for the individual to make a decision.
“What freedom does one truly have with the choices they are given in this world?”
Exhausted by the mental strain the minstrels body stopped moving from a sudden pain.
“Water, the giver of life, I must have you to end this strife.”
Awakened to the fatigue setting in, from the wandering now nearing an end, the minstrel stumbled in the direction pointed to the home of a friend.
Two strangers in an argument stood yelling at one another on the pavement as the apparition passed by unnoticed, silent, and alone.


Clarity seeped into the clouded mind as the friend opened the door joyfully.
Light beamed onto the stolid face of someone no one would be able to tell had been moving at a feverish pace which was both physically and mentally incomprehensible to the human race.
The worn body dropped heavily into a chair with one last heave as gratitude could be seen in a smile for this long awaited reprieve.
Several minutes passed while no words were spoken before the necessity provided the energy to stand once more.
Liquid sustenance poured out of the faucet in abundance as cup after cup was drank down with exuberance.
Serenity laid its hand gently on the conversation regarding the singularity chased after with futility by the silly minstrel who attempted to catch the moon.
A distraction appeared on the television in the form of a show mocking a billionaire buffoon.
The clock ticked passed the second noon when the dear friend began to swoon.
Farewells were exchanged, belongings were retained, and the minstrel departed into the night in vain.
Outside the world had gone to sleep.
In the shadows discomforting eyes had begun their creep.
With weary feet the minstrel began to tread hurriedly along the beaten path in search of the protection of a sanctuary from the paranoia induced by a fearful dread of those you cannot see.
To the delight of chagrin an orange flicker lit up the form of a person.
Greetings came through the familiar voice of a neighbor, although the sensation present stated what stood near was a stranger.
A prince in the darkness wearing the clothes of a pauper impressed a feeling the minstrel was in danger.


The conversation began with the humorous dissection of each human interaction they had played that day.
Laughter and music echoed between the houses while the moon rose in the sky until it found a place to stay.



Yin and Yang
Yang and Yin


One sat dwelling in the night while the other was illuminated by the moonlight.
The dichotomy of our humanity separated by a line drawn in the sands of space and time revealed the fundamental aspect of each denizen sitting next to one another in this realm of creation.
A slight tap on the shoulder of the night by the light caused an involuntary shiver in the pauper so severe it made the heart of the minstrel quiver.
“Do not touch me ever again”
Hissed back a malevolent voice burdened by the sins of men
Stagnation strangled the air so much the minstrel became aware a foul change was overcoming this newly acquainted relation.
Intellectual debates quickly degraded into philosophical arguments whenever the eternally pondered theory of a recurring singularity was connected to the literary subject of discussion.
Any words spoken by the minstrel were cut short with an abrupt interruption by the voice of contradiction.
“You do not understand. No one can see the future. They did not write with foresight; the universe spoke through them.”
Inebriation of the mind slowly increased the agitation and indignation directed toward the minstrel until the physical frame reached the point of exacerbation.
“You have given me much brain food to chew on. However, I must apologize for I am very tired, and must retire for the evening. Thank you.”
Laughter


“Have I!? You have pondered on these ideas of mine we have discussed this night long before we spoke of them. Do not pander me with your gratitude as if I am some fool.”
The minstrel could not respond. The tongue was bound. Blood ran cold.
“Here is some ‘food’ for thought. I sit in the darkness, always adorned in black, dwelling on the negative energy within all life, drawing it unto me. What if I am the devil?”
Fractured by the inquiry the light dispersed into the night in a blurred pattern distressing the minstrel’s sight.
No response could be uttered.
“I will be honest than, I am the devil.”
A vile change overcame the demeanor and physical form of the person still on the bench.
The disguise of the pauper was removed to reveal the wise and mighty prince of lies.
Arms appeared until there were six.
Out of obsidian glass a malicious gaze did fix.
Upon the face of the familiar contorted the appearance of the horned image of the destroyer.
Imposed on a background of the powerful symbol of the pentagram it began to speak.
“Throughout this conversation all I have done is attempt to convince you the science of man is the only truth in this pathetic world. Convince you the people and organizations dedicated to the ethereal, the spiritual realm, are fundamentally flawed insomuch they are a merely nothing more than a mockery of the natural state, and should be met with impetuous laughter. If you have purported this doctrine of mine do you not serve me?”
“Since the awakening of my self in this life I have tried to convince people of the falsehood in their religious doctrines and institutions; would this not make me your advocate?”
The minstrel retorted without hesitation. A vicious smile beamed back from the image.
“Yes. Will you serve me?”


The world heaved and groaned three times at the question; to the minstrels back, left, and right.
Silence permeated the air for a moment that seemed to last forever.
When the minstrel looked up to respond the phantom had drawn close. Infuriated by the encroachment the response was unleashed with an extreme emotional excitement.
“I am an observer of humanity. I always have been, and I always will be. I am a writer dedicated to truthfully displaying the machinations of fate spun by the hand of those who dwell within the confines of this realm. This is done for the benefit of others, not just one. What has happened this night will be written so all those who read it will be able to apply their own perception to what has occurred.
I am a guardian to truth and wisdom; I always have been, and I always will be.
I will not serve you for I serve no entity but my self.”
The power in the words spoken by the minstrel caused the spirit to recede into a barely visible shadow of its former glory.
“I have to exist! I have to be in order for balance to be maintained. Do you think I have a choice!?”
“That is a question you will have to answer, not me. This is not our first meeting, nor will it be our last. Black suits you well dear friend. Continue to wear the foul stench of death and decay around your neck so I may sense your presence when it is near. I will continue to freely choose to be an observer, a guardian, to the recurring singularity of this beautifully transcendental existence for all of eternity. Enjoy your night.”