Thursday, February 21

Affirmation of the Self

The last of the infection on my psyche is being cured; with its waning hours the anger, frustrations, and emotional instability is dissipating. Tranquility has entered the soul once again. For too long I have attempted to convince my self that I am normal-equal to everyone else around me- mediocre even, however, this self-deceit has been gnawing at my conscious state of mind.  My potential progress has been stagnated for too long. A psychological obstacle placed by my own hand to prevent the fruition of the essence of my being, and to prevent me from being able to overcome the destructive qualities of the unconscious mind we all inherently possess. I am unorthodox, intelligent, ambitious, strong-willed, creative, clever, loyal, virtuous, loving, just, and wise beyond my years because of the dedication to learning unadulterated knowledge and the eternal truths contained within. It is time to accept the fact that I am better than those around me because I choose to be; an epiphany not of condescension to those around me, but one of personal enlightenment that will only strengthen my ability to expand my horizons, and the horizons of those who are willing to take the same journey.  We have projected all that we are onto deities, ideologies, philosophy, and science: righteous and evil. It is now time that I take the responsibility for my own destiny. I am my hand of fate, and what will occur in this life of mine will consequently be based on my decisions. I am an artist, a writer, a composer, and most of all, a man who is filled with love for the world and all of her creations. Let the new epoch begin.