Monday, March 31

3 Days of Darkness

3 Days of Darkness

Backward I fall into an Abyss
My body spirals out of control
Away from the light I fall
Cold air rushes around me
 A chill moment ends with the exhale of one breath
Darkness
The sensation I am in a free fall still lingers
I can see nothing
I can sense nothing
The light fades from me
A single dot in the distance holds my gaze
Where am I?
Where am I going?
Why do I feel so empty?
The yellow-white dot in the distance disappears
Darkness is absent
A void fills the expanse
A void envelopes my consciousness
Uncertainty
Anger
Fear
Insecurity
Sorrow
Hopelessness
A voice, a voice!
Where did the sound echo from?
I cannot let go.
I must fight this.
I must overcome.
That voice, it calls me back from whence I came.
I must not give in.
The darkness has returned.
I can feel the cold against my skin.
Where is the light?
Where did the dot go?
Why do I feel so invigorated?
My body spirals out of control
Into the light I am pulled
A gentle breeze kisses my cheek

Dawn rises
Dusk falls
Four Seasons cycle repeatedly through their revolution
Seeds of Apathy are sowed in the hearts of men
History is cyclical yet again
Dawn rises
Dusk falls
Four Seasons cycle repeatedly through their revolution
Seeds of Apathy are sowed in the hearts of men
History is cyclical yet again
Dawn rises
Dusk falls
Four Seasons cycle repeatedly through their revolution
Seeds of Apathy are sowed in the hearts of men
History is cyclical yet again

I am awake
I am aware
In the abyss of nothing a zeal for life was found
Passionate fire burns both the subconscious and conscious mind
Enlightenment will be found in death for those who seek knowledge and joy in life
Despair no longer has an icy grip around my mind
Clarity has given insight into eternity